I'm on vacation and having trouble not being repulsed by my own body in a swimsuit. I feel so huge. (F/19/5'4.5"/~118lbs)

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F 21 / 57kg (126lbs) / 165 cm (5'5") ... I've gained 7 kg (15 lbs) and 10 cm (4inch) around the waist since lockdown started, I still can't find even one thing I like about my body, it just keeps getting worse

F 21 / 57kg (126lbs) / 165 cm (5'5") ... I've gained 7 kg (15 lbs) and 10 cm (4inch) around the waist since lockdown started, I still can't find even one thing I like about my body, it just keeps getting worse

The harsh light isn't doing me any favors but here I am. F / 21 / 165 cm / 55kg

The harsh light isn't doing me any favors but here I am. F / 21 / 165 cm / 55kg

(F / 21 / 120ish lbs / 5'5") I've neever hated anything more than I hate how I look from behind when standing normally.

(F / 21 / 120ish lbs / 5'5") I've neever hated anything more than I hate how I look from behind when standing normally.

I've been going through a lot lately and honestly I just wish I could feel anything other than disgust when I take a nude. F / 20 / 117 lbs (53 kg) / 5'5" (165 cm)

I've been going through a lot lately and honestly I just wish I could feel anything other than disgust when I take a nude. F / 20 / 117 lbs (53 kg) / 5'5" (165 cm)

20F / 5'4" / 116lbs. There's too many things I hate about my body to list. I feel like my boobs get saggier every day, and my body (and face) looks way older than my actual age.

20F / 5'4" / 116lbs. There's too many things I hate about my body to list. I feel like my boobs get saggier every day, and my body (and face) looks way older than my actual age.

(20F/115lbs/5'4") I really don't like my body lying down ... The stretch marks everywhere, the pancake breasts that are like 70% areola, the hanging stomach ...

(20F/115lbs/5'4") I really don't like my body lying down ... The stretch marks everywhere, the pancake breasts that are like 70% areola, the hanging stomach ...

Guess who hates their body again ... There is literally nothing on my body I like ... And I can't help but compare myself to beautiful girls who get lots of upvotes on the "sexy" subreddits and how I look nothing like them ... F/20/5'4.5"/116 lbs

Guess who hates their body again ... There is literally nothing on my body I like ... And I can't help but compare myself to beautiful girls who get lots of upvotes on the "sexy" subreddits and how I look nothing like them ... F/20/5'4.5"/116 lbs

F/20/5'4.5"/117lbs. At a stressful time at my life, gained a bunch of weight, worried about ageing, saggy boobs with weird areolas, stomach that isn't flat, and having trouble feeling desirable

F/20/5'4.5"/117lbs. At a stressful time at my life, gained a bunch of weight, worried about ageing, saggy boobs with weird areolas, stomach that isn't flat, and having trouble feeling desirable

My normal nudes ... Still struggling with loving myself. F/19/5'4"/115lbs

My normal nudes ... Still struggling with loving myself. F/19/5'4"/115lbs

The body dysmorphia is hitting me hard, feeling ugly, gross and worthless again. F/19/5'4.5"/115lbs

The body dysmorphia is hitting me hard, feeling ugly, gross and worthless again. F/19/5'4.5"/115lbs

F/19/5'4"/117lbs. There's so many things I hate about my body.

F/19/5'4"/117lbs. There's so many things I hate about my body.

Sometimes I just wish my boobs weren't so saggy and my stomach was flatter and my waist was smaller ... F/19/5'4"/116lbs

Sometimes I just wish my boobs weren't so saggy and my stomach was flatter and my waist was smaller ... F/19/5'4"/116lbs

It's so easy to feel inadequate. F/19/5'4.5"/115lbs

It's so easy to feel inadequate. F/19/5'4.5"/115lbs

F / 19 / 5"4.5' / 112lbs. My stretch marks in full view.

F / 19 / 5"4.5' / 112lbs. My stretch marks in full view.

F/19/5'4.5"/114lbs. I know I shouldn't base my self esteem on what others think of me. But what I think of myself is so much worse. I never liked my body or had any feeling of self worth.

F/19/5'4.5"/114lbs. I know I shouldn't base my self esteem on what others think of me. But what I think of myself is so much worse. I never liked my body or had any feeling of self worth.

F/19/5'4"/115ish lbs. My backside unposed VS posed. I'm really insecure about how square and small it looks when I'm not trying my best to make it look better.

F/19/5'4"/115ish lbs. My backside unposed VS posed. I'm really insecure about how square and small it looks when I'm not trying my best to make it look better.

F/19/5'4.5"/cca 115 lbs (+ holiday bloating). Posing makes all the difference.

F/19/5'4.5"/cca 115 lbs (+ holiday bloating). Posing makes all the difference.

F / 19 / 5'4.5" (164cm) / 114lbs (52kg). Here I am in all my skinny fat, asymmetrical glory.

F / 19 / 5'4.5" (164cm) / 114lbs (52kg). Here I am in all my skinny fat, asymmetrical glory.

F18/5'4.5"/112lbs; My labia in its natural (but shaved) state.

F18/5'4.5"/112lbs; My labia in its natural (but shaved) state.

F/18/5'4.5"/~118lbs. Recently gained a bunch of weight and feel super bad about it, and guilty because it was my own fault. Featuring my mismatched nipples.

F/18/5'4.5"/~118lbs. Recently gained a bunch of weight and feel super bad about it, and guilty because it was my own fault. Featuring my mismatched nipples.

F18/5'4.5"/115(ish). Trying to make peace with the fact that it's impossible for me to live up to the "ideal" of female attractiveness, in an attempt to love myself more.

F18/5'4.5"/115(ish). Trying to make peace with the fact that it's impossible for me to live up to the "ideal" of female attractiveness, in an attempt to love myself more.

F18/5'4.5"/114lbs. Me from all sides. How would you describe my body? Am I chubby, slim, curvy, average? What do you notice most?

F18/5'4.5"/114lbs. Me from all sides. How would you describe my body? Am I chubby, slim, curvy, average? What do you notice most?

F18/5'4.5"/113lbs. My butt when standing normally VS when posing.

F18/5'4.5"/113lbs. My butt when standing normally VS when posing.