[f]amily visits make me a mess in all the wrong ways

it's my hal[f] birthday. (a girl's gotta celebrate something when the end-of-quarter crunch is destroying her)

[f]irst Sunday exhibit

This train ride is aw[f]ully long...

Anticipating an e[f]facement - post-birthday revelry :)

Re[f]using disenchantment

A sprinkle o[f] histrionics today

Precarious stead[f]astness

[F]orce exerted by differing pressures

Varied, experimental approaches to the sel[f]

Squirming, a[f]firming

Care to watch me regress into a sloppy mess o[f] uncontrollable feels as I stay with my parents for the week?

Conniving my [f]lesh into cleanliness.

Loss is what we're le[f]t with

To de[f]er and differ from itself

I hate cake, but this on/of[f] shows the frosting

A signi[f]icant shift contained

Trans[f]ormed without thinking, reaching out to steady it. (Casual, unadorned, whatever)

[F]orecasting sheer madness

[F]inally, the full frontal.

[F]alling short, collecting other trajectories.

De[f]y tidy definitions

Measuring [f]eelings of proximity

F]or softness she as sweet attractive grace.

Articled into the archive [f]or future use.